Monday, July 05, 2004
felt that i really really need to blog because there just doesn't seem like there's much to do. and there's no way i'm giving up my possession of the computer. once i do, it'll definitely be a struggle to get it back again. so much as i'm displaying my selfish nature, it only serves as a blinking reminder to me that the computer is not mind. i only use it. bow to the real master. or something crazy like that.
realised how much i miss my friends. i'm not sure why but they have the ability to cheer you up. because they not only listen to what you have to say, they listen to what you don't say. and i'm grateful for that. they give advice that is good for you, no matter how much you think it sucks at first. in time to come, it'll pay off if you did listen. but if you didn't and what was to come came true, good friends offer sympathy but never a "i told you so" they may think so, but underneath it all, they care that you're hurting and would never say anything more to further hurt you.
i feel that i'm truly blessed to have those kind of friends. most people are amazed that i'm still friends with YY after so many years, well, it's almost been 13 years. it's not surprisingly that when i imagine the future, she's always there. i guess our friendship holds because we both enjoy the simple as well as the complex, the beautiful... basically almost everything. then there's the Europe trip that we plan to take in the far away future.
and the many many more friends that i'm glad for. because each and every one made a difference in my life. and i go to sleep at night grateful that i can depend on you just like you can count on me.
with all sincerity and lack of hyperness, i say "thank you" and "i love you" i don't want to be the kind of person that says those things only when it's a life and death situation, i don't want to regret that i never said that. so i say it now. "i care" yet sometimes, i hope that you know i care even without me saying so. because that makes it mean more.
"I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends."
realised how much i miss my friends. i'm not sure why but they have the ability to cheer you up. because they not only listen to what you have to say, they listen to what you don't say. and i'm grateful for that. they give advice that is good for you, no matter how much you think it sucks at first. in time to come, it'll pay off if you did listen. but if you didn't and what was to come came true, good friends offer sympathy but never a "i told you so" they may think so, but underneath it all, they care that you're hurting and would never say anything more to further hurt you.
i feel that i'm truly blessed to have those kind of friends. most people are amazed that i'm still friends with YY after so many years, well, it's almost been 13 years. it's not surprisingly that when i imagine the future, she's always there. i guess our friendship holds because we both enjoy the simple as well as the complex, the beautiful... basically almost everything. then there's the Europe trip that we plan to take in the far away future.
and the many many more friends that i'm glad for. because each and every one made a difference in my life. and i go to sleep at night grateful that i can depend on you just like you can count on me.
with all sincerity and lack of hyperness, i say "thank you" and "i love you" i don't want to be the kind of person that says those things only when it's a life and death situation, i don't want to regret that i never said that. so i say it now. "i care" yet sometimes, i hope that you know i care even without me saying so. because that makes it mean more.
"I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends."
posted by christine | 6:28 PM
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